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Summary: 307ish - What do you do when none of your vices seem to work anymore… It seems that the only thing I crave, is the one thing that’s no longer mine

Disclaimer: My World - My Mistakes (I own nothing)

Chapter 3 – Love is Blind, Bleeding and Broken

Justin your hands… there bleeding…

I want someone that only wants to be with me…

You always forgave Brian…

I never forgave Brian, I didn’t have too… he never promised me anything… you did…

Justin please… I need you…

You never needed anything but your music…

>>>> 

I’m such a fool… I can’t really blame Daphne about the “uptight snooty little faggot” comment or the “judgmental artsy arrogant prick” they both seem pretty accurate in retrospect now…

I was just kidding myself, falling for all his pretty words, when he didn’t mean any of them… I can see now that he manipulated me into leaving Brian… just when he was trying so hard…

Bated me at every turn, he saw what I thought I was missing, and made me think that’s what was important; roses, fancy picnics, chocolates, violin music, and pretty decorations of love… and a cheap ring, it was all so superficial…

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There's Nothing Noble about being Brian Kinney…

Summary: 307ish - What do you do when none of your vices seem to work anymore… It seems that the only thing I crave, is the one thing that’s no longer mine 

Disclaimer: My World - My Mistakes (I own nothing)

Chapter 2 – Deception…

Your cousin… 

This is how it’s going to be… hiding, playing games, going away without me…

I was already in the closet once… I’m not going back in… 

Justin, I’m doing this for us, for our future… There’s nothing Noble about being poor…

Oh thanks rich… I can image where you heard that…

God I Hate Him… I hate him… I hate him…

I know baby, but you don’t have to put up with him anymore…

I’m sorry he hurt you so bad… I’ll make it all better…

I’ll always say what you want to hear… I love you… you deserve so much better than him… someone like me…

I only want to be with someone that wants to be with me…

>>>> 

Why Sunshine, did you expect him to sacrifice his career for a piece of blond boy ass…

Fuck You Brian…

>>>> 

He gave me a ring Daph… he said he though that it would be a way for us to be together, while we’re apart… it’s so romantic…

A ring; you been going out like 10 minutes, you shouldn’t even be living with him; you don’t even know him… You never even introduced him to any of your friends… and he won’t even let you spend any time with me, unless he’s out of town.

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We hear your leavin’
That’s ok…
I thought our little wild time
Had just begun…

I guess you kind of
Scared yourself
You turn and run
But if you have a change of heart…

Summary: 307ish - What do you do when none of your vices seem to work anymore… It seems that the only thing I crave, is the one thing that’s no longer mine

Disclaimer: My World - My Mistakes (I own nothing)


Chapter 1 – I hear Voices…

My names… it doesn’t matter…

Is this what you had in mind… its fine…

That will be 300 up front… the bedroom that way…

Turn over…

Turn over…

Turn over… 

>>>> 

 Fuck… I’m going to be late for my meeting…

 I’m standing in the shower, and can’t help reaching for his shampoo; I just stand there suds dripping off my hands… I bring my hands up to smell it… I always loved the way he smelled…

I’m lost in my daydreams, can’t concentrate at work, have to get practically comatose to sleep, and can’t seem to get hard for anything that isn’t a fair haired twink…

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