The Inter-sanctum of the Great God Kinney

Title: Red Is My Favorite Color…
Story Type: AU, Drabble
Rating: NC17…
Warnings: Passion and Lust…
Beta Queen: bigj52

Summary:  Justin can’t get home to Brian fast enough…

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…


Red Is My Favorite Color

I’m getting off the plane, eagerly anticipating being reunited with Brian. I’ve been gone for a week. A week without my man, and it’s killing me. I miss his lips, his touch, his scent and that thrill I get in the pit of my stomach when I see him from across the room.  I look up and see him. I guess that thrill is a little lower this time. I run and jump into his arms!

Damn, he looks good in red!

The End…

A series of drabbles about coming of age, and dealing with real-life issues…

Title: Positive…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 600
Warnings: Drabble, Love, Understanding, Compassion…
Beta Queen: bigj52


Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…

Story Summary: Gus is devastated, feeling scared and alone…

Chapter Summary: Gus is starting to get used to his independence, even if his mother’s still disapprove…

Positive…

Chapter Seven

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Title: Positive…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 250
Warnings: Drabble, Love, Understanding, Compassion…
Beta Queen: bigj52

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…

Story Summary: Gus is devastated, feeling scared and alone…

Chapter Summary: Love, Acceptance and Forgiveness…


Positive…

Chapter Three

I went to see Cole. I just needed to talk to him, after all he is my best friend. We didn’t fight, we didn’t even raise our voices. We just fell into each other’s arms and held one another, crying. At that moment I knew that he was what was missing in my life. I’ve been so lonely and afraid, and even if no one understands, I still love him.

I forgave him, because that’s what true friends do. It was the only way we’re going to be able to move forward. He talked and I listened. He was upset, feeling rejected. I was moving away to attend Stanford in the fall and he pulled away emotionally because he felt like he was losing me. He didn’t see that I was just as distraught about our separation as he was.

He apologized profusely because he never meant to get involved with someone else. He never meant to hurt me, and never thought he’d get HIV. It was only one weekend when I was away, and he feels so guilty. He was sure I’d leave him, so he left me, but he never stopped loving me. And now he feels so guilty for giving me HIV, he actually thought about suicide. I cry, thankful he’s still here with me.

I remember my dad’s words, as I hold him tight and whisper, “I love you. Don’t worry. We’ll get through this together.”

And we will. We need each now other more than ever.

TBC…

Title: Ghosts…
Story Type: AU, Drabble
Warnings: Longing, Angst…
Beta Queen: bigj52

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…

Summary: Brian pines for Justin…

Ghosts…

He’s here but he’s not. He goes through the motions, but he’s invisible. He stands looking down on the sea of hard bodies, still searching for him, knowing he’s not there. His heart is breaking, yet he claims to not feel anything.

It’s so reminiscent of another time years ago, when everyone questioned if he’d survive. But this time around he’s not drinking like a fish, or passing out on some shit Anita got from Tijuana, and he’s not dragging men into the backroom. He just stands and stares, looking for someone who’s no longer there.

The End…


Now the Twitter version…

He’s here but lost, reminiscent of another time. He stands & stares, looking for someone who’s no longer there.

Title: Twice…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 125
Warnings: Romance, Love, Passion…
Beta Queen: bigj52
EKG-Club Weekly Drabble Challenge Prompt 55

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Summary: Brian struggles to give Justin what he needs to hear on Valentine’s Day.


Twice…

“Justin. I don’t understand why you have to hear those three little words!”

“I don’t understand why you can’t say them! Because, I know that’s how you feel!”

“If you already know, then why do I have to say them?”

“I want to hear it! Sometimes I need to hear it!”

“I’ve said it!”

“Twice! You’ve only said it twice!”

“Fine!”

Brian storms out, slamming the door. The whole building can feel the heavy metal door shaking on it hinges.

~~~

“Oh my God! Brian!”

“Better now?”

“I can’t believe you declared your love for me on a billboard, where everyone will see it!”

“It’s Valentine’s Day!”

“You’re fucking unbelievable!”

“It’s true, I am.”

“I love you, Brian!”

“I know you do, you little twat!”

The End

Title: Stilettos…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 150
Rating: R…
Warnings: Passion, Love, Desire…
Beta Queen: bigj52
                                                                 
Summary:  Justin’s fantasy becomes a reality…

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…


Stilettos…

It took Justin a while to acknowledge his fantasy; he daydreamed about it, wondering how Brian would react. He started window shopping at Victoria’s Secret, admiring the sleek heels, imagining how they’d look. Soon he found himself purchasing the tantalizing shoes, along with a pair of stockings, thong and a corset.

Finally he got up the nerve to try on his new black outfit, loving the way the silky lingerie felt beneath his fingertips, and the way his smooth stocking-covered leg muscles looked in the mirror. When Brian came up behind him, he knew he wasn’t the only one lost in his fantasy.

He leaned down to straighten the back seam, when he felt Brian’s hand running up his leg, and the inside of his thigh. Brian caressed the silky stockings, carefully avoiding the studded shoes. Shivers ran up Justin’s spine, as Brian’s breath hitched.

The rest is history…

The End…

Title: Here by Your Side…
Story Type: Could be canon.
Word Count: 75
Warnings: Love, Passion, Romance …
Beta Queen: bigj52
EKG-Club Weekly Drabble Challenge Prompt 52

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…

Chapter Summary: Justin’s feelings about reconnecting with Brian, learning to trust again…

Here by Your Side…

I never feel safer than when I’m lying here by your side, held in your arms, locked in a kiss. I never want this moment to end. The love and passion we feel for each knows no bounds. You’ve reawakened something in me, making me feel whole again.

I wish the world could stand still, and our connection to never be broken. I don’t know where I stop and you start, it’s like we’re one.

The End…

Title: No Holds Barred…
Story Type: AU.
Word Count: 275
Warnings: Love, Passion, Romance …
Beta Queen: bigj52
EKG-Club Weekly Drabble Challenge Prompt 49

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…

Chapter Summary: Even though Brian and Justin have had a ‘look but don’t touch’ policy since they’ve been married, Brian doesn’t want Justin to feel like he’s missing out on anything…


No Holds Barred…

Since Emmett and Ted have recently become single once again, all they can talk about is the White Party. Justin’s never been, and I’ve been thinking about asking him. I don’t want him to look back and feel like he sacrificed anything by being married to me. So I decide to ask him if he wants to attend this year. He’s surprised at first, but then he gets excited.

The next night he asks me what I think about having a free weekend, no holds barred.

~~~

“Brian, you reserved a suite with two bedrooms?”

I hesitate, hoping he’ll just understand.

“Yeah, you know, so we can both have some privacy if we want it.”

“Right. Of Course.”

The truth is I hate the idea of seeing him with another man, so it’s best if he has his own room.

Later that night we’re both stoned and a little drunk, dancing together and then with others. He has no problem attracting gorgeous men to dance with. I’ve seen several of them lean in and whisper to him, but he just shakes his head and sends them on their way.

“Haven’t found what you’re looking for yet?”

“Oh, I found what I’m looking for. What about you?”

“I already have what I’m looking for.”

“You do?”

“Yeah, you little twat!”

“Then why did you want to come to the White Party?”

“We’ve been married three years, so I thought you might want some excitement.”

“And here I thought you needed a little extracurricular activity.”

“No. I like foregoing condoms, but I’m willing to go back. If you want…“

“Take me to the backroom, stud.”

Title: Loving Memories…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 125
Beta Queen: bigj52
EKG-Club Weekly Drabble Challenge Prompt 46 – Loving Memories

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Summary: Gus’s emotions run close to the surface as he remembers his father.

Loving Memories

Aidan asks his Grandpa about the paintings he found tucked away upstairs in the secret closet. Gus slowly climbs the stairs up to the attic, making his way over to the mysterious cabinet that seems to blend into the woodwork. He’s surprised to see the old wooden rack full of Justin’s paintings; they haven’t seen the light of day in decades.

Tears swell up in Gus’s eyes as he remembers his father, and how in love they were with one another. Aidan looks so much like his great grandfather it melts Gus’s heart, and stokes his memories. Aidan climbs up onto his Grandpa’s lap.

Sitting together in the old rocking chair, Gus proceeds to tell him the greatest love story ever told.

The End

Title: The Man Behind the Myth…
Story Type: Could be Canon
Word Count: 275
Warnings: Strong Devotion…
Beta Queen: bigj52

EKG-Club Weekly Drabble Challenge Prompt 44 - The Man Behind the Myth…
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Summary: Insight into the man Brian really is…


The Man behind the Myth…

Very few people know who Brian Kinney is; they only see the side of him he allows them to see. Some say he’s self-centered, an asshole and even a predator; he’s arrogant, difficult, superficial, uncaring and always brutally honest. They don’t see the real man, the one I know and fell hopelessly in love with. Even his best friend doesn’t really know him. Mikey only sees a man he longs to have, but never will. He idolizes him, only seeing what he wants to see, what he needs Brian to be. Not the man he really is, tough yet vulnerable.

He’s a father, a lover, and a fiercely loyal friend, a protector and your worst enemy. He’s a man and a child, strong, yet insecure. Sadly he’s often lonely, even when he’s surrounded by his friends. He’s determined, intelligent and cunning. A consummate professional, and an ultimate bad boy.  He’s strong-willed, and complex. He’s an alpha male, and a total fashion queen.

But to me he’s kind and gentle, giving and protective. That is, when he’s not acting cruel, defensive, snarky and egotistical. He wants people think he’s invincible, emotionally unavailable and dominant. He’s an ultimate top and a total stud, yet he’s my devoted partner. He’s loving and playful, always affectionate and tender. He projects an image of power and influence, but at the same time he’s shrewd, profound, and always dependable. He’s often ruthless and hard-nosed, while being a true perfectionist.

I’m the only one he allows to see his true soul and the real man underneath. He’s mine, all mine, and I love him just the way he is, flaws and all.

The End