I’ll Always Be There… Chapter 3
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Title: I’ll Always Be There…
Story Type: AU
Word Count: 1559
Rating: R, Porn…
Warnings: Passion and Lust…
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Summary: Brian comes to visit Justin in New York for the first time…
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable charters, settings, plot, etc. are property of their respective owners, including, but not limited to Russell T. Davies, Cowlip, and Showtime. The author of this story is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended…
Chapter Three
Dear Brian,
I received your letter and I can’t believe you’re coming early on Thursday! That really made my day as that’s only tomorrow. I’m so excited to see you even though it’s only been a few days; they’ve been the longest days of my life. I didn’t know it was possible to miss someone as much as I miss you. Did I
mention I can’t believe you actually wrote to me? You have no idea how much this means to me. I love you so much!
I went out and explored the neighborhood a little. There’s a couple of restaurants I know you’ll like and I found a great art supply store that sells the best products with not much mark-up, so I stocked up on paints, pads, pencils and canvases and I’m feeling really inspired to create.
I can’t believe how fast the mail is - only a day or two. I hope my first letter wasn’t too ridiculously romantic bordering on desperately homesick twink. You should know by now that I really am a total twat and can’t live without you.
I do want this. I want my career but I just don’t want it at the expense of our partnership. Promise me we’ll make this work. because I’m leaving this city at the first sign that you’re pulling away. I’ve worked too hard to get what I want, to let you go so easily. But I need to hear you say it’s what you want too… I can’t wait to see you…
Later, Justin
He walked to the mailbox and mailed his letter, even though he knew that he would see Brian before it arrived. What he didn’t expect was that he would receive a second letter from Brian, the same day he arrived. So he waited to open it so Brian could read it to him…
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Justin’s POV
I’m standing at the arrival gate, waiting for him. I sense him before I see him and he looks so beautiful. He smiles his sexy grin when our eyes meet and then I’m in his arms, kissing him madly. It’s mostly businessmen on his flight and we’re getting many long looks, some with snickers on their faces. After a few minutes we come up for air, both so happy to be in one another’s arms again.
After we make our way out of the airport to Brian’s car service, we go to his room at the Fairmont. The suite is beautiful with a grand fireplace and rich timber furniture. Moments later I’m in his arms again, kissing him frantically. He picks me up and throws me on the bed. He climbs up my body and looks down at me with such predatory eyes, like he’s examining his prey.
We’ve both missed each other desperately as we start to pull and tug at each other’s clothing until we’re naked and panting. I swore I wasn’t going to get all
romantic on him but I just can’t help the words that escape my mouth, “I’ve
missed this so much. I’ve missed you desperately…”
It’s like he can sense what I’m about to say - and I want to come home… because he puts a finger to my lips to stop me from speaking then he replaces it with his lips again. He kisses me tenderly until I’m melting in his arms; he works his way around my jawline until he reaches just under my left ear. There’s something about my left ear that drives me wild ashe nibbles and licks, making me insane.
If I didn’t already have a raging hard-on I do now… My breathing is erratic and I’m becoming a total puddle of clay in his arms, willing to be molded into any
position. It feels so good just being held by him. I’ve missed him and his touch so much. These last few days I’ve felt so lost and far from home; the only time I feel completely safe now is in his arms.
I can hear myself moaning as he rolls me over onto my stomach and runs his hand down my back. I hear his breathing hitch and know how excited he is; he leans his forehead into the center of my back as he reaches down and slips a condom on. How I wish we had given them up but now that won’t happen…
He kisses his way down to the small of my back, stopping to lick and nibble me, marking me just a little. He pulls my cheeks apart and just admires my rosebud for a moment. “Brian!” He’s startled as I call his name… He leans in and whispers, “You’re so beautiful” and then he lowers himself until I can feel his breath on my flesh, making my hairs stand up with anticipation.
Finally I feel the moist wet tip of his tongue as he licks around my channel, delving into me, making me buck with pleasure and need as I rut into the duvet below me. I feel him dip deeper as he swishes his tongue around, eliciting sounds deep from within me, triggering a desire that needs to be released. I call his name again, “Brian…” and that’s all he needs.
He pulls me up onto all fours and mounts me in one long swift motion. I’m instantly filled with half of his long dick. I buck and surrender to him at the same time as my body adjust and fills with yearning. He’s back to grazing his teeth just under my left ear marking me again as his.
Just moments later he’s working himself in and out, spiraling pleasure deep down inside of me. I’ve missed him so much that I’m surprised I haven’t shot all
over the duvet already, but I’m holding on for dear life as he pounds deeper
into my tight ass.
I can tell from his breathing that he’s really into it and in that special zone, or as I once told Daphne “That place was me…” He takes a firm hold of my hips, losing himself as he drums out each beat until I can’t hold back anymore, shooting into my hand as he follows right behind, filling the condom.
He gets up, tossing the tied-off condom in the trash and grabbing a couple of waters and a warm washcloth to clean up. We talk about going out to dinner but we end up staying in the room all night and ordering Room Service. After a while I show him the letter I received today and ask him to read it to me, but he’s too shy or embarrassed - I can’t tell. He asks me to wait until he’s gone but I just wait until he’s asleep. There’s no way I can wait all weekend…
Justin,
I know we just spoke on the phone for over an hour, and you told me everything there is to know about your new apartment (promise me you'll get a second lock on your door first thing tomorrow morning), but I really miss you, and after all it was your idea to write letters, so I guess I'll go for it.
I know it's been less than a week since you’ve been gone. I know I said you shouldn't make sacrifices and that you should go and follow your dream. I know I said it's only time, but it still doesn't make it any easier.
The girls called when they arrived in Canada to say things were ok, but I'm still not sure. They put Gus on the phone, and I swear I felt like jumping on the next plane to get him, then driving to NYC to come and get you too and off we go…
Don't mind me; I'm just having a bad day. After we talked this morning I couldn't get anything done. Cynthia suggested I should take the rest of the day off, but that would have been even worse so I stayed at the office, just sitting there, thinking of you.
I don't know why, but I feel I can't breathe when you're not here. Yeah, go ahead, laugh, and say something sarcastic… I know what you think, but… I just… Man, my ball(s) are aching so badly.
I went to Babylon last night. I just had a quick drink, took care of some paper work, and went home.
But I couldn't sleep... It wasn't that cold at the loft, but I shivered all night.
Maybe I'm coming down with the flu… fuck. I hate being sick when you're not there.
Sorry, I don't want you to feel bad about it. I'm just having a lousy night.
See you soon. I miss you, Brian
Justin folded the letter back up and put it in the envelope. He wasn’t sure if he
should be happy or sad… Happy because Brian was actually writing to him,
expressing his feelings about missing him, but sad because this was obviously
very hard on both of them. It wasn’t going to be easy having a long distance
relationship.
So Justin decided that when they were together he was going to make sure that they had the best times possible. Right now he just wanted to climb up and sleep in his man’s arms, spooning him until the sun rose.
TBC…
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Date: 2011-08-23 02:58 pm (UTC)hugs
V.
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Date: 2011-08-23 03:44 pm (UTC)I loved including your Brian letter and the way this chapter flowed together... I'll have Viv remove your name from the banner for the next chapter...
I had fun writing this together and who knows maybe in the future we might try again...
Later Sweetheart ~ Kathleen ♥♥♥
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Date: 2011-08-23 04:32 pm (UTC)It's totally your story, you own it!
I'd like to do something in the future.
I hope you're doing well, despite everything.
Huge hugs
V.
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Date: 2011-08-23 04:59 pm (UTC)I just wanted to make sure you got credit, that's all... Now after getting them beta-ed and re-reading them it's giving me inspiration to write...
I've had the worst writers block for the last month... But I've had a great summer swimming and sunbathing at my sister's lake...
Take care ~ Kathleen ♥♥♥
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Date: 2011-08-23 03:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-23 03:45 pm (UTC)Later Darling ~ Kathleen
*Hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-23 03:16 pm (UTC)How did you get the writing changed to swirly in the post,I wish I could do that for posts.
Love you alot Kathleen :)
Huge Hugs xoxox
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Date: 2011-08-23 03:58 pm (UTC)I'm so glad you're enjoying my love story...
I used different fonts, Justin's letters are written in Pristina, and Brian's are written in Bradley Hand ITC...
Yeah I really liked how they look like handwriting...
So they upgraded livejournal while I wasn't paying attention... What's up with the formatting of my story text...
LJ is adding returns and splitting sentences I tried to go back and fix as much as I could but all the double spacing is driving me crazy...
Are you having these problems as well??? Mary said something about creating my documents in a PDF file, but I don't know much about that... It's so frustrating...
Thanks for listening to me rant...
Later Sweetheart ~ Kathleen ♥♥♥
PS I love the new format on queerasfics, great color...
OXOXOX Love to you...
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Date: 2011-08-23 04:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-23 04:51 pm (UTC)You know me I always write an emotional Brian and Justin and I'm excited to see where the letters lead us...
I love it when the story just flows and writes it self; thank God my writers block is leaving...
Later Darling ~ Kathleen
♥Big Hugs♥
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Date: 2011-08-23 08:32 pm (UTC)Dee Dee
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Date: 2011-08-23 11:43 pm (UTC)I'm so glad you liked it I loved letting all the emotions show...
Later Sweetheart ~ Kathleen ♥♥♥
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Date: 2011-08-24 12:16 am (UTC)And I love Brian's letter, it's both fun and...nostalgic.
Nicely done !!!
I hope you feel a little better...
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Date: 2011-08-24 04:19 pm (UTC)I'm not having my knee surgery until the end of September, I wanted to wait until after my sister visits from California...
Later Darling ~ Kathleen
*Hugs*
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Date: 2011-08-29 09:56 am (UTC)I love when Justin says that the moment he realize that Brian is pulling away, he'll say goodbye to NY.
Well done hon! ♥
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Date: 2011-08-29 01:20 pm (UTC)Although it hard for them to be apart he wants to give it a shot. Justin knows that he's ready to commit to Brian, but he won't risk loosing him at the cost of his career.
Later Darling ~ Kathleen
*Hugs*