Angels and Greek Gods - 1
Jan. 2nd, 2010 12:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
7wildwaysup
Story Type: AR
Word Count: 2210
Rating: R
Warnings: None so far
Summary: Sometimes love transcends time and space; rarely your given an opportunity to correct past mistakes…
Something stirred in his soul, as he teased the beautiful blond about being into leather, his mind couldn’t stop the images of this angel in a leather corset, tied and bound for him…
This kid has no idea what he’s doing to me…
Justin smiled at the Adonis hovering over him as he stood leaning against that lamppost, he wasn’t really conscious of what he was saying he was just flirting with the Greek God before him… hoping for even the slightest touch…
No need to worry by daybreak he will be more than just touched… he would be manhandled, maneuvered, molested, mounted, and majorly fucked… Brian’s sweet virgin princess… No there lives would never be the same again…
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What… didn’t you get enough last night…
Mikey, there’s no such thing as enough… Justin smiles at Michael over Brian’s shoulder, as Brian holds him closer and kisses him all the way around his neck from one ear to the other…
Justin swoons in Brian’s arms putting all his weight on him, Brian whispers in his ear, don’t worry I’ll never drop you; I’m never going to let you go…
Michael eyes grow large and he says hurry up I’m not going to be late because of you, and storms into the living room pouting, Brian says if you can’t wait you can always take the bus… I still have to give Sonny Boy a ride to school…
Besides you really need to get your car fixed, I can’t keep driving you around all the time… Michael glares at Brian; I don’t have any money…
Brian can’t resist…. Stop buying toys, and save your pennies, taking the bus should be an incentive… or maybe get a real job…
Michaels so pissed his face is beet red, and he says: what, now you do boyfriends…
Brian puts his arm around Michael walks him to the door, and says he’s not like the others… I already know he’s going to be so much more than just a boyfriend… he’s my future, he’s here to stay.
Don’t fuck this up for me Michael… It’s not a contest, you’ve already lost…
He wanted to say that to Michael, but he couldn’t find the words… so he just says let it go Michael… the kids kind of cute…
But his mind thinks; he’s so much more, I can feel it in my soul… and I’m not even really afraid…
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A view from above…
Your damn right you can feel it in your soul… Your soul can feel it too, just get it right this time for Christ’s sake…
Would you please calm down Brian; I don’t understand why you’re so impatient… just relax and enjoy the show…
Sunshine how can you be so calm… I can’t stand the limbo…
Oh please… everyone always said I was the drama queen… but look at you, relax… take your time and do it right; you have a few more lifetimes to fix this…
Ok, ok, I am… I’m doing better this time ha? I’m really paying attention to you, and I’m much more open than the last time…
Yes, it’s already better this time… and maybe this time we can just skip the scarfing and prom issues…
I NEVER MENT TO KILL MYSELF… That was an accident… you have to know that…
Of course I do… and I’m sorry I died too… I totally forgot about the bashing…
How do you forget about something like that…
I have brain damage remember… so you better be nice to me; you’re only here on sabbatical because I requested you…
I hate that you’ll have to go back if they (we) don’t work it out right in one of the next couple of life times… I hate not knowing if we’ll spend eternity together…
I’ll make it right this time Sunshine I promise… I’m doing really good so far don’t you think…
Well yeah, but its really early on still … you know.
I know I’m an angel and everything, and I shouldn’t be having these thoughts… but you really have to ditch Michael… I just can’t stand listening to him whine through one more lifetime…
I know, I guess your right…
Maybe you can just encourage him more with Dr. David, and not be a total asshole this time, then they can move away, and we can be happy eternally ever after…
Always the romantic Sunshine…
I try… so how come you never answer me when I ask how hot it really is down there…
I told you…
Hot as Hell…
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Giddy was what Justin was feeling every since Brian dropped him off out front of Saint James this morning. He can still feel Brian’s strong arms around him holding him; his strong lips kissing him in front of everyone… Yep completely oblivious to the target he just painted on his back… might as well of used bright pink letters…
So much for skipping the bashing…
Brian’s sitting at his desk unable to concentrate on the presentation he was about to give… He’s smiling, Cynthia keeps asking if some things wrong… Is he stoned…
God Cyn… can’t you recognize love when you see it… he thinks did I just say that… Cynthia just grins, and says spill… what’s he do for a living…
He’s studying here in town… he’s an artist… I know I’m being evasive but I can’t tell her I’m hot for a teenager… she already thinks I’m perverted… and he did leave me several small sketches’ of myself, he did on my desk notepad…
I can’t stop thinking about him… such a beautiful boy… so eager and willing… so innocent…
Brian thinks back 24 hours and sees that his world has shifted… Yesterday, all he cared about was getting is needs met… didn’t much matter the source as long as they were hot, wet, willing, and warm… and gone soon after…
Nameless, faceless wonders… how pathetic… what had he become… he somehow now saw his life from a very different view…
He was no longer that hot stud that all the boys were clamoring to have a chance with… there really weren’t that many guys left he hadn’t fucked over the years…
He saw himself for the first time like some aging rock star that hasn’t had a hit song in years; yet shows up at closing every Saturday night playing to the crowd just to stroke his ego.
It’s important to know when to leave the stage… Best before the last act; or eventually you end up playing smaller venues to thinning crowds…
Besides he was finding it all a little empty these days… He really wasn’t kidding when he said “he got bored”… it was all so predictable… He was no longer Mr. Spontaneous… Mr. Risk Taker… Anything on a dare…
He knew the unspoken rule, your invisible once you turn 30… Fags came be so cruel…
Tick… Tick… Tick… Tick…
Justin’s really surprised when Daphne says isn’t that, that same guy that dropped you off this morning over there in the black jeep.
He jumps into the jeep and flings himself into Brian’s arms and they proceed to make out like teenagers for about 15 minutes. Then they go and have mike shakes and fries at the diner; well Brian had water and a salad… Because it’s important to have all those high school experiences; and Brian never really had them as a teenager… It’s somehow freeing for him…
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Daphne is left standing there on the stairs in front of the old brick institution; watching her best friend change right before her eyes. She always suspected that he was gay…
Hell he had more Ken and Alan dolls than anyone on the block. He loved to take in and redesign some of the clothes for skipper, totally punking her hair out and leaving that tiny little braid down her back… He loved being little androgynous skipper…
Wow, and now he has a real life Ken doll; complete with Barbie-mobile and designer outfits… I can’t help thinking about how detailed he was describing how it felt to be with the Greek God… How he could still feel him deep inside of him even now, and especially when he laughed… God I’m getting horny just thinking about it…
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Ted and Emmett slide into the booth across from Brian and Justin. Em says we really didn’t have a proper introduction last night… I’m Emmett and this is Ted…
Justin thinks it must be true opposites attract… than he looks at Brain and himself and try’s to reevaluate his last though…
Em slips his jacket off and Justin thinks I have that same outfit for my Skipper doll… Only Skippers is a little more tasteful…
Debbie comes by to clear plates and take new orders; no one comments on the fact that Brian has had he’s arm around Justin’s shoulder the whole time they have been sitting in the booth…
That is until Michael shows up out of no where… and demands that Justin move so he can sit next to Brian…
Brian smiles and says Mikey do you want to sit here on the inside…
Michael beams as he slips into the booth not realizing that Brian had no intention of sitting back down with him. Michael stammers wait don’t you want to sit with me…
Brian shakes his head and says I’ve already been here for over an hour; besides I want to take Sunshine up into the foothills and watch the sun go and the stars come up…
He snuggles he face into Justin’s golden locks and says; I’m going to seduce you under the moonlight and watch you glisten and shake with pleasure…
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That is so fucking sweet, you so love me…
I didn’t think that was in question anymore…
Its not, it’s just so sweet to see you so open and being so loving towards me… I had to wait along time for it, before… Now your, your really trying… I’m so proud of you… we just might make it this time…
Oh were going to make it… I saw it in the lab with Albert…
I new when I woke up this morning and you were out, you were up to no good…
What do you mean no good; he’s a great man, and really smart…
Of course he’s smart he’s a genius…
You have a thing against Einstein…
No I just don’t want to have to contemplate trying to keep you in line in multiple universes…
So he told you about his string theory…
Yes, many times…
Sorry this is all new for me, not many geniuses actually end up down there; you see there smart enough to not make that mistake…
Brian… you mean they didn’t take there own lives…
I DIDN’T KILL MYSELF…
Not in 2000, maybe that was an accident… but what about 1918…
How could you use my wedding present to you… the silver revolver with the pearl handle that was my grandfathers… I don’t think I can ever forgive you for that…
Well maybe that’s the problem Sunshine, maybe its not the fact that I took my own life that were trapped in this limbo… Maybe its because you can’t forgive me…
Justin looks hurt, as tears swell in his eyes… my fault…
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean that… I’m so sorry…
I just couldn’t go on anymore without you… I tried for two years I tried… I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…
You know; the thing is I’m really angry too…
I don’t understand…
Why were you out there; in the dead of winter…
I’ve always been afraid to ask… afraid that it was my fault…
Didn’t you know I’d take care of everything when I got home…
You were too weak to be chopping wood, your hands and wrists weren’t strong enough…
Brian…
You asked me if it’s really hot down there… the thing is when I’m not with you… I’m always, always stuck in the same place in my mind…
I’m sitting in the snow bank in a pool of your blood; it’s so red its black… I’m just holding you, you’re lifeless body in my arms, you’re still warm, but you’re gone… Like to back of your skull that still pined to the ground by the axe…
I’m not sure if I’m shaking from all the crying, or the fact that I’m freezing in the snow bank… I can’t feel anything; I haven’t felt anything in decades…
So no, it’s not hot… I’m always cold… freezing… shaking… alone…
Brian… I’m sorry I didn’t know… and don’t say; sorry’s bullshit… we both know that’s not true…
Yeah…
I’m really trying this time… isn’t that what they said… If we made it right, and don’t fuck it up, we can go back and have the life we never lived…
I want that for you Sunshine… I want that for us…
TBC
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Date: 2010-01-02 06:31 am (UTC)Cindy
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Date: 2010-01-02 07:53 am (UTC)I'm glad you like it... ~ K
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Date: 2010-01-02 02:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-02 02:15 pm (UTC)I try and think of them as building character, and learning experiences. Otherwise I'd just be depressed all the time...
So glad your enjoying this view from heaven... ~ K